Oh where shall I begin?? I'm happy now. I finally realized that I deserve to have joy in my life. I'm finally at peace with everything that has happened. I miss SOS terribly but I know they're somewhere looking down on me. I think of them everyday. Just because you are gone SOS doesn't mean that you are forgotten. I love you and I always will. Sometimes I would wonder if I would ever get back to this point in my life because it seemed as though I was spiraling downhill in a black hole and I was never going to return. I was down and out and I just felt like it was near the end for me. I cried and I cried. Tears would stream down my face and I wouldn't even know why. I was depressed and just down. But I'm stronger now and I'm still standing. Inspite of what I've been through I still have joy. I exploded on people, cried til I couldn't cry anymore, just went through. It was an experience that I don't wish on anyone. Was mad just because. It seemed easier to be mad than to continue to cry over a situation that could not be helped. I love my life and the people in it. Some might say I love too hard and that may be true. When I love someone that person has all of me. I don't half-step I'm fully committed. So in the end I'm still the same loving and caring person that I always was, only now I keep my heart guarded. I love ya'll and I hope that you found my words meaningful. They came straight from the heart. Catch you on the flip. Ciao
Felt this way for a long time...Oh well..Maybe next time ;-)
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Signing off,
Sasha Iman
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