Wednesday, October 21, 2009

JUST RANDOM ISH

I can finally say that I'm starting to feel like the old me again. Lord knows that it has been a tough couple of months. I never thought I would have had to experience such things. I can say that I am stronger because of it. I have learned alot and it has taught me to open my eyes and not be so BLIND. This journey that I have been on has taken me on a wild ride and hey what can I say it's been one heck of one. I look back now and see all of the mistakes that I made but isn't that what life is all about making mistakes and learning from them?? My heart has been torn to pieces and put back together. This time it's gotta shield over it so that I can take the pain it will endure next time. I can finally smile and say that I'm happy with the way things are. I've already shed way too many tears on this and it's done nothing but make me feel worse. All because I would sit there and think about it and then get MAD AS HELL because I was so stupid to let it happen like that. But hey we live and we learn right?? I have a joy in my heart that NOBODY can take from me. I smile everyday knowing I have overcome such a grand event. I have to sit back and laugh at myself now because I shouldn't have allowed myself to get so angry and upset about BS. For what it's worth I'm good now. I can admit that I'm a bit dramatic, but aren't we all?? I love me and I gotta start appreciating myself. So America watch out because SASHA is coming and there is no turning back!!!
Signing off,
Sasha~Fierce

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