We All Have To Learn

I'm tired of looking out my window see shadows of you, and I cant hang out with my girls cause I'm checking my rear view!!! You calling breathing all hard like I cant hear you and everytime I hit the club you just happen to be there too? All I ever wanted was to be with you, BUT when I needed you, I had to compete with clubs, drugs, the streets, and PS2. Out all night chasing women with your weak ass crew, but I guess when your in Rome, you do what Romans do, BUT uh.....they go home alone....just like you, wishing they would have held on....just like you, probably calling playing on phones....just like youI'm so through dealing with niggas, just like you, cause I done had a few niggas just like you.........I had the "Ballin Type" keep calling all night claiming he coming through....I had the "CEO" that would bring me dough cause he always had something to prove....I had the so called "God Man" that thought he could do everything God can, so he was closer to God than the church man....I had the meet me at the poetry spot "Down to Earth man".....I had the "Nigga from the Club" who was only good for a fuck.....I had the "Street Nigga" that kept claiming he was down on his luck.....I had a "Player" with no goals, no heart, just game.....I had the "24 in the studio" on his way to fame....I had a "Control Freak" who thought he could keep me on a chain.....and I had a "Nigga That Lied So Much"...I dont even know his real name!!!At the end of the night, they all made me feel the same...I had a million things to lose and not a DAMN thing to gain. I told you I needed you and your shoulders shrugged...I tell you I'm leaving and you call my bluff! I say "A million men want me" and you say "They can have you then", so when you beg for me to come back I tell you "I GOT A MAN".....whose not just my lover, but my friend, the closest person to me, so I call him my "Next to Kin" and I....know you think you own this, but guess what....he put it in! And represented for all men. Even those that act like BOYS, but we still call MEN! And to think that you gone fall in and feed me BULLSHIT sprinkled with game on it????? But when he HIT IT.....he wrote HIS name on it, I was committed when he put HIS brain on it! He and I will parade these streets and I'll be damned if you rain on it!!!!!!!!Look I know you have your regrets.....and I'm not gone throw it in your face cause HELL I WISH YOU THE BEST......but HIM for YOU????? Thats like MORE for LESS....and I just cant do it! You HAD your chance, BUT YOU BLEW IT. And deep inside I think you knew it was KILLING me, BUT SILLY me....I couldnt see the forest for the trees, and I didn't know I was CUT so deep until I began to BLEED. I guess they left out all the SNAKES, in the story of BIRDS & BEES.......so you can CRY me a RIVER nigga, CRY me a SEA, BUT.......THATS THE LAST TIME I LOVE A NIGGA THAT AINT GOT NO LOVE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!